Saturday, March 10, 2012

Goodbye - time to move on :)

你终于找到了她，谢谢你给的回忆。
我不会忘了你，是你让我找到什么是爱。

后悔-是当初不勇敢，
伤心-是当初太年轻。

就因为没开始，所以才美丽。
为你流的泪干了，没必要希望下去。
可能你不知道我存在着，但我一直在远方看着你。

但我会用你给的爱，寻找下一个给我爱的人。

谢谢

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Tuesday, October 12, 2010

This must be the huge joke in my life..

i knw u for sooo long and this is how u treat me?

so we are uncomparable to those u knwn for weeks right..

i dun get it.. u can be mad or watever shit at me..

let me tell u..

there is no right or wrg..

i have done what a friend should be doing..

i console u, advice u, concern u, go as crazy as u, hoping one day i can finally see the one that i just known...

but all those negative impact that u have shown me..

even now.. i as ur friend.. have to knw a secret a mth later...

this is worst feeling ever!

do u know what is FUCK U??!! i am ur friend. and it took u a mth later to tell me what u doing??

its not abt disgrace problem or what ever.. bt i just felt that. the distance between us is difting apart.

i lose a friend few months ago. and i am not afraid to lose more...

u cant satisfied anyone.. yes true!

bt that doesnt mean that u can mis-use my trust...

u can have all the quantity of friends in the world.. but u ask them

how well do they knw u?

do they knw what is ur fav food? ur fav place? ur fav stuff?

u ask urself.. how well u knw them??

dont u feel tired just making connection with them?? no offence.. a person who is depriving of sleep.. still wanna go work late night job + hang out with friend VS. go hm after work to rest.. and prepare for next day work got so diffcult meh??

i once work 16 days straight.. i go hm straight after work... given a chance to hang out late is once in a life time.. bt i hate it sooo much because i lose focus at work the next day.

U CAN HAVE ALL THE REASON/EXCUSE/RUBBISH to talk or fight back where u stand

bt let me tell u..

i once have my stand..

this is what i gonna say...

They asked me to give up on u.. but i didnt because i know there is a different side of you.. there is someone kind, nice, innocent and happy soul inside of you..

then this some how senses stroke me when i see the scary part of the outside world. the first person that came into my mind was u.. i am super worried for u.. yet i can be with u 24/7 all the time..

This time round.. i am tired as u are.. u are tired with ur life.. i am too... bt thinking negative wont solve anything.. that is why i am thinking positive.. bt this time round.. all the negative things that is happen is coming shore by shore..

i have many things to talk to u..

but now...

things have change and nver be the same again.

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Sunday, September 05, 2010

hihi

i almost forgot i have this space smhow..

i guess NOBDY will see this blog le bah haha..
recently life is freaking hectic.. not that i am complaining much.. just that you have to give up something to gain back another thing

i suppose to promise a friend to go japan with her.. but then i have to go to china to attend business thingy. which frankly speaking abit i am glad i make the right decision because i am more expose to the world more and think properly now..

i have lost a best friend. a friend that i usually lean to and always ask for advice... is gone. so i have no one to talk to at all.. thou the end of the msn said that we are still friend. but i guess no more liao.. there are other friends too but i have to go back to sq 1 to reintro myself. so tiring... gd bye my best friend..

btw i have move house.. nearer to MRT this time easy acess.. abit not use to it because of the new route i have to remind myself to take haha

i have start beauty blog.. i love the fun that it brings but they will never knew the real me.. only the fake smiling me..

i realise to make myself drunk or being unconscious is to make myself laugh out to the max..

i am the person that do not like to smile but i have to fake a smile to face the world..

so ya... this is joanna.. take it or leave it..

i lost a best friend and i am not afraid to lost more.. becuz how deep you trust your friend will be the difference between friend and best friend..

gd bye until next time..

i really want him but he is just too far for me to reach.. everytime i tried to forget him.. just someday he will just pop bck in my mind.. i really hate my brain.. he is like a heroine.. addictive.. how to quit?

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Wednesday, April 14, 2010

siao ar.. who wan to go to china to do accounts with them?!

those old thinking uncle. pay my mum so little. and expect me to help them?!
crazy! i nt going to china..

dad trying to "cheat" me by telling me i can bring friends along..

i nt stupid lor..

i love account when no theory involve.. does it even makes sense?

but i hate it when u have to start it from scratch..

when can they learn or face the fact that account = joanna..

only excel = joanna?!!!!!!


knn ccb kns fml ftl icucicu!!

BLAH

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Wednesday, February 10, 2010

this is my first valentine gifts sia.. from karmen and suzanne... aku happy and speechless..
i think i am the worst.. cuz i haven give them.. :X

already tot of wat to give them liao.. haha.. shhhh



got myself this pumpss... loving it.. only $10 sia..

the recent outing with suzanne and karmen..they are the best medi in the world for boredom in class!!!


i look different in here sia.. wonder wat is it.. haha


this is the crop pict with karmen.. didnt got chance to take pict with her alone.. next time yah.. haha

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Saturday, January 23, 2010

wah siao liao... this site is dead dead...

going back to sch every tuesday is so meaningful to me

because i can see my twitter khakis.. haha

suzanne and karman!!!

i love u both...

w/o you all.. my lesson is just another boring lecture...


omg.. touch rite.. smell ya all next week hehe

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Sunday, November 08, 2009

went out with junry to shop around for like 4 hrs?


its etude hse haha
damage is $10.80, i got the powder puff and the makeup remover dispenser which is quite cool
because just pour ur normal makeup remover then press down the dispensing part then the liquid just pop out.. convenient sia

then the rest is just door gift.. toner is the smallest bottle that i doubt can cover my face, the box u see over there rite.. is box of cotton pad sia.. but the quality is i like de.. so its a plus lar..
then a fluffy pen lor haha..

meeting her again on wed wanna ask abt the mac pro stuff hopefully can do the card..
nites peeps

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