Saturday, September 30, 2006

hmmm today or shld i say this morning i see finish the princess hours.... i cant wait to tell nora about it...cause its so damn nice lol...

ahh the story ended so like not ended lor... ahhh everytime i see the commercial i wan to cry mayb the story cause too much heartaches bah!!!! haiz wat to do?

then i ask mummy to go but the VCD leh... i was like so desperate ever so damn despo...

i realise that every girl wans to be a princess in their love story...so tat so called night i dreamt i was the princess in the story then i realise i really wan to be a princess leh.... hmmm mayb not in the materialistic way...ehhh but abit la...still finding true love is so MUST lor...

as i am typing this my heart is like aching leh....i dun knw wats happening to me sia...eh i wan to cry liao....

eventhought i am not so called in love i still can feel the real heartache without in love.... mayb i see myself as the princess in the story so thats why i felt so heart breaking...but its like so true...ah yah wat if i got into real relationship then i heartaches that times dun tell me i go and die issit?

ah yo can anybody show me wat i can do to overcome this....

then suddenly now i dun feel heartaches...hmmm siao liao i gonna berserk!!!!

bye bye...as the tv commercial will be torturing me...

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Saturday, September 23, 2006

so long nver blog ler...

my room still as messy as ever...and recently i lost the world most precious neoprint...i neoprint taken with nicole and shujun...hmmm ...sob...can cry...haiz CARELESS jojo... blur QUEEN...

today see the princess hour in youtube sooo nice....so many korean drama to catch up...hmmmm...

btw next semester got 6 sub to be taken...OMG 6 leh....i rather go back to secondary school better....

17 oct is the day i will be taking my BTT (2nd attempt) OMG stupid qns they ask...then the day clash with the PACESETTER one day camp... haiz how to go like tat... can give reason tat i got family matter on that day? will they approve? somemore i haven got a job yet...wat the heck... daddy say no $ dun think about getting a car...but the problem is... i found one job opportunities he give stupid reason to reject it... haiz...so i return a reason back to him..."ya lor... so happy no ned to go to work only studies...then later ur daughter wan to get a job no experience then nobody hired....then no car...then no helper to deliver his goods or bring him go gai gai or let him deliver this goods all alone...cause study more important rite...haiz...wat a pity...but its good to have an ahmad to bring around..." then he give this stupid look hahahahaha....but anyway he say gonna get me a honda...but i wan mazda....hmmmf...or better mini coupper...so i think tats all i wan to say bah..

btw JOEVESTOR U SUX...

nights

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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

today inuyasha start le...so happy....

ok today dun wan to tok much...but i tml will write today wat shanshun said ok....

night night...

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Tuesday, September 12, 2006

yo yo ...today i am so evil and i nearly got nightmare headach man!!

help daddy delivery tub got $10 tips hehe dun tell my brother ar...haha
and he allow me to work for 2 months after sch open i quit...hmmm at least tats wat it shld be bah...

then the stupid brother of mine... everything is wait wait wait...then com 1st 1st 1st...*angry*
in the end everything i do...man i hate it soooo much....that joevestor attitude sukx big time lor....

oo then head start to pain like hell...

oo i also receive a very interesting mail from hongseng haha very nice sooo damn true...sarang heyo..
btw i 1st time receive a very decent mail from a friend yong zhi regarding the mail for the cashier...hmmm full time de...i think i pass bah...hmm i think i will mail him to cause it very interesting sending decent mails from friend to friend...

so ciao...head still a bit pain...haha...

jo-jo quote's :"若一开始没有上帝暗中偷偷的怂恿.....我们怎知选择相逢" for the memory tat last...

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Sunday, September 10, 2006

actually wanted to blog yesterday de...but tat bro wanted to use until like very late....
so sian....aso very tired....play monopoly at hp there....not bad veri nice... haha

then this blog hor still got problem... lazy to fixed it..

shujun the boss wan to hired ppl liao on tuesday i mayb going to try out...but with daddy permission...hoho and of course mummy la...

so i stop until here ar....btw assassin lvl 74 liao...hehe thx u brother...although i hate u soooo much...!!!! lol bloody hell flee 221 + 4...haha

so night...

jo-jo quote's : to grow up is to be hurt...haha go figure

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Thursday, September 07, 2006

haiz dun knw wat happen to the blog thingy mayb i change it other day bah...today no mood to change...haha

the at the 12wap thingy say got one job which ned telemarketer de...hmmm dun knw leh...ignore bah..haha

ok bye bye...jin jin quote's when its time to give up...just give up...

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Wednesday, September 06, 2006

hmmm got a fight with my mother...just dun wanna tok about it...

i dun knw this business of her will help us to revive the past us...heckcares..

while watching san shun...she say 难道爱情有那么难说吗？

then twins got one song is 我很想爱他："很想愛他 但是理智在吵架

退出可以解圍嗎 誰能給我一個好的回答",

"愛情教會我們 都放不下 "

haiz so wat...i miss my ahgong...just now burn my mother cd...got some got error...so i write on the cds...

ah gong i miss you so much...if you were alive will you teach me wat is love...
why love do tired de...but even if you were even alive...will i be able to tell you my problems?
mayb this is one way which i communicate to you bah...but how are you going to tell me the solution?
ur ah jin got problem will you help her? sob sob..mayb tired or music can heal bah...

haiz... arts central says wan to bring back inuyasha...well at least that makes me smile...haha...
btw tongfang wan to join project superstar....hmmm i will be her official manager ok haha ok smile...

well smile bah jin jin..微笑是要把烦恼给忘了。　笑吧锦锦！

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Monday, September 04, 2006

today ar...i still hate my brother...mayb because our attitude toward each other sucks lor...
each of us got alittle bit of mind problem or shld i say...we are playing mind games....

i still remember anderson (eldest among the twin) says...: i am i...i wont grp with u all...
u think i like u all meh....u all are juz a bunch of idiots siblings tat i hate...

well brother let me tell ya this...i aso hate u...so stop being so hype about it...u ah beng issit...
fucking smoker...slap ya then u knw...since ya say ya dun like us...then stop making use of us...
stop coming into my room because of computer and tv...and stop getting close with me to get
good things from me... well i tell u...u sux man... i hate u...u big bossy...u took my room make
me sleep in a small room...but i dun knw whether is it fortunate or unfortunate..but wait till i
have the PERFECT PLAN TO GET BACK U and i will SEE U CRAWLING BACK
TO ME....BEGGING ME LIKE HELL....

evil joanna *cools off...
good joanna *sigh

i cant bear to start my evil plan operation cause ah gong 100th day...somemore
my parents aso had enough of their own problem liao....so BEAR WITH IT....oh btw....
stop using my assassin to satisfied ur hunger of missing ur assassin...stupid anderson..
btw november where got nice... ah lian...heh...who cares... she got bf liao... bleh...

joevestor...arh...i hate his attitude...like to talk back...but watever it is both of them
are twin... same leopard nver change it spots... another brainless fool....

daddy... old man liao....alot of white hair...

mummy arh... old bussiness women...got the brain but hate to do things on her own
like burning the cds...how i knw which is which all the files are almost the same....
still teach me the fish story...haha now i teach her...so diam diam...

ah ma huh....same char. nver change... hates and love her...hmmm

me...a girl who hates to do houseworks...drowning myself thru music...oooh btw anderson
and joevestor stop following/copying me listening 933 and i am not ur dog... dun ask me to
burn music for u... go learn la...doots...

hates being manipulates...the greatest mastermind in the family...hoho...and
i loves to think bad thind about family...tats why i wrote in blog haha

ok tok enough haha coools off liao haha

jin jin happy already haha

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Sunday, September 03, 2006

today eat steamboat...i hate and i love my brother..hmmm...
i hate them cause they push all the housework to me cause i now holiday...hmmm ok
dun wan tok much...

bye bye jin jin

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Saturday, September 02, 2006

today met tongfang and shujun ler...

nearly miss the stop to go to wdls. paiseh

tongfang today let me learn something...tat is love is very complicated and very confusing...
and not forgetting it...painful.

well at least she didnt cry much cuz of her mascara...thank god... i cant stand ppl crying...haha opps...

then we go party-world at orchard...sang to our heart content...i and shujun sang the last song
for her...
yi ge xiang xia tian yi ge xiang qiu tian...

haha...then take photo... at HMV there...sooo nice... upload later or tml when i re-edit this post....
hope i knw how....hmmm

before go far east eat saw gay... OMG very scary...arggghhhh wat the...weird world...

then eat far east chicken rice... not bad lar...haha then leave tongfang and her friends there...

btw i so called found jobs tru they recommendation... hope i can work...but daddy dun allow...
everytime oppostie..haiz...but today go out nver say anything i shld be glad....oh, i didnt go
for the mtm thingy...cause tf say it so-called gimmicks...damn i wont fall for that lolx...
love her lot...darling muacks...haha...

when go home tat time...sj told me regarding my prob. that is regarding wat
shan shun' shen xian said " admiration can last for only 2-3 years....
longer would be 4 years.... but after tat there will be not connection" but is depending
how we react....psychology prob. it is when the day has come that when we have the
courage to delete anything regarding to whom may concern. will be the day u will regain freedom....

althought this sound logically true...but for my situation i dun think i can make it lolx.
cause it was he who created a memory in my mind... its like a unexpected virus appear....
i and cc aso think tat if he started it he shld end it... omg i got add him in msn and
friendster.... got to hav alot of courage to delete...but before tat i hope to end it...

on the other hand... the reason tat i didnt make the first initiative to ask him out its
because i afraid i would lose him... but i dun knw.. wo hen ke wang you ai qing but
parent forbids...haiz delima...wat to do?... i am scard... hen pa hen pa...

then i realise something i dun think of him much now as it has been almost 3-4 years
liao...so whom to beileve...

then i aso realise tat... to forget someone u hav to love someone....althought it might
sound weird...but its true... like i knw tat guy frm net...during tat moment i didnt think
of him at all...mayb he is jus a scapegoat...but old no go how the new come in...still
we didnt work out cause he lie to me...HATE LIES.... so back again..square one...

it is very tired waiting for someone....especailly when u dun knw whether if he still have
feelings for u...hao xiang dan lian...very stress....so i dun knw la...

wat ever... the solution will slowly emerge frm somewhere de i BELIEVE..

jin-jin-only's quote...must learn to accept and must learn to give up.

ps: hao fan argh...who can help...btw ah gong 100th day is around the corner liao...
miss him... if he was here will he be able to help me..? sob sob

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Friday, September 01, 2006

haiz today finish unpacking my clothes 80%...haiz but other still...hmmm dun say ler...

tml meeting tongfang and shujun to go orchard... i aso going down to try the mtm thingy...aso to find job...hoho...
opps haven tell daddy i going out...hmmm pray hard...

haiz ah fang meeting relationship problems...hope that who dun bully her...if not i wont forgive him...

hope tml will be better day bah...very tired...

night night

jin jin only

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