Saturday, February 28, 2009

how did u spend ur valentine?

i knw its long... but valentine is still this feb ok...

valentine day is myself declare graduation!!!

wat more then to attend my friend wedding...



Junaini the bride and me...

she say smthing that really touches me :" u are my best Chinese friend i ever had"

so her wedding how can i nt attend!!!

follow by is junry... pretty pretty gal...

not much... but it is the best gathering!!!



her wedding cake... so pretty... all is edible...!!!!
lovely couple!!! i can feel the love tonight man!!!


how can u not end with such a lovely post!!!

they have been dating since hell know when!!!

and i am glad they are is holding on even though is been a tough road for them!

next is lousia getting married in september... woot!!!

wedding feel liao!!

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Wednesday, February 25, 2009

after that post that i had made...

really man... i felt abit lighter... but still the shadow lingers...

i end up watching 'they kiss again'

make me feel much better agn with yu le bai fen bai... and some online games...

mum call later ask me if i am home and do i wan anything to eat?

i told her anything...

and she say dad brought back special food...

hell it is special... i had craving for pork porridge...

and he brought it back!!! woot... all hails to dad!!! and mum... :)

and i knw wat it mean... they made my day... :D





it is really damn good... very strong taste



got cuttle fish.. mince meat ball... liver... small intestine normal and fried version and lean meat


for those who really knw me...i always keep the best for last....

this delicious meat meat... keep me thinking wat the hell they put in?!!! so nice...

i knw got wine, basic seasoning... but the seasoning give a sweet thing.... i thinking is it MSG?!

alamak!!!! chiam!!!IT IS STILL THE BEST!!!

BEST COMFORT FOOD EVER!!!!

now watching britney: for the record

i love her since her first hit... hit me baby one more time...

i am glad she stood up agn... and i am glad that i have nt been disliking her eventhough her action really keep ppl thinking wat the heck she thinking!!!

and this keep me thinking.... where is the evil jo? i think she on holiday or wat? i dun see her often... i remember i did mention before that the jo that u all see is nt wat u all see...

i am a very very bad girlll.... bad u knw...

no i am not a IMH runaway... just that u have to beware...

and britney say 'People listen wat they wan to heard from me but they do not listen wat i want.'

yes... i agree with her... ppl that i hang out with... they often do not listen from me... they wan to heard those thing that they wan to heard from me...

see... i am alone agn...

in the past i used to be alone... now... i am not used to be alone

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today the tennis outing with joan is cancel...

so i am here bored at home... and nthing to do...

tml heading dwn to raffles city robinson.. to work at 12-8pm...

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can i still be friends with them?
if i am lost can i be found?
will they knw there is a person name joanna?
apparently 3 years is too short...
5 years relationship is already so hard to maintain... not to mention 3 years!!

i rather nt know them if i knew this would be the result...
miracle is wat i hoping for...

where is the icy cold joanna??
i am warm by them... then left to freeze again?

haiz.... getting emotional now... is it because...

if u ask me who will i remember?
i will remember all...

but do they remember me?? getting getting worst...

i cant be left alone... i will start to think other thing... bad thing...
i ned to be busy... really busy...

today think alot of stuff... and i really dun like it... really dun like lor!!!
in my MSN list... there is no one to listen to me currently...
i dun pour my heart out to ppl alot... except....
shujun?
nicole?
suzanne?
the shrek family?
my own family?
my god brother?
the 8 gals?
it seems none!!!!

feel dumb dumb lea... gosh... i really cant stay alone... i cant stay home... games cant satisfied me... i ned something.... but wat is that thing? been looking and staring at my laptop...

wanting to get those pict and the uni registration thing done...but i have no and none motivation!!!!

super duper sian!!! and really.... NO LIFE!!!!! cant go jogging or get myself out cuz now raining....



And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

Chorus:
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

*Repeat chorus*

La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

*Repeat chorus 3x*

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Monday, February 23, 2009

haven up load the pict frm zoo yet... haha

today went off to NUS with dad to submit the supporting document... really lor... bus 88 is the BEST!!!!

they have extend the supporting document dates... (heng ar!!!)

then after discuss business at the construction site with dad...

and off to jiangnan house...

hmmmxxx

suppose to be a surprise but become a unpleasant surprise...

apparently... my nick name has not been forgotten.... and i wish to be forgotten....

did enjoy myself with some dai di... win only once... unlike benson... huat ar him!!!

oh... and sinnee lost her way and i brought myself a street directory to guide her and for my future use too!! so win-win situation...

went off with liting and we chatted till the mrt there... its been long since we had our last chat... haha

carmen and meiting went over to JN hse too... they play with the dogs... paul is also there sia...

jeremy brought his gf and bf a.k.a JH along too!!! lovely family... haha

and my 亲爱的家族 is also there...

peijen going to msia for break... jolene may wan to consider to further studies :) and joan going out with jolene tml...

too bad suzanne and teck chee isnt there lea...

seems like its a great gathering... hope there is more to come... cycling @ ubin please.... :)

oh oh oh.... genting trip anyone??!!!! kkxxx shall plan after JSXP!!!! woot!!!!

going to japan soon... :D

cant wait to go...

tml got work in the morning so i left the party quite early...evening got meet the gals for part 2
meeting joan to play tennis on 25 feb... i kia... but excited lea...
26 feb working at robinson raffles place...

its seems my life is full of excitement after all... hehexx

and my drew drew is having bday party soon... haha old man!!!

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Wednesday, February 18, 2009

we are going to zoo zoo zoo!!! how abt u u u?

Going to zoo wit my beloved family... haha

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today meet suzanne... and i also found out she aso mad abt makeup!!!

lol and she post her makeup collect too!!! nice one!!

and apparently some one tag her blog and WE knw who is it lor...

i dun give a damn abt it nia... u dun go disturb her life... go and get ur own life bah...

this is her blog... so she have the right and authority to say watever she wants...

dun make it sound like u so professional~~ mr. Doctor love wannabe!!!

as i would say... 'PARDON ME FOR DOING THAT'

u have no fucking bloody rights to say anything abt her... even me... dun have the rights OKAY?!!

if u are reading this? apparently ur attitude sux.... ya... sux okay?

have u ever consider ur attitude on concerning other ppl?

well... this is some words that u might want to consider...

'Your following sentences doesn't make you any smarter either' can be 'u can make wiser decision in the future'... now see... this does nt sound insulting rite?

ok lets try another one...

'这不是借口...' can be 'ok... i hope u have a nice day'.... see life is so beautiful if u didnt use harsh words rite?

kkxxx... this one... ur fav line!!!!

'你有意见吗？' can be ' 你有什么办法吗？‘....

let me tell u this...

once someone say that i wont be able to find a boyfriend due to my 'not so 温柔‘ character...
yes i am hurt... apology frm u? i might as well go buy 4d!!

well let me tell u this AGAIN!!!... u arent showing any good example either STRANGER!!!
when a girl broke up with her another half... it takes time to heal...

u knw why? because we are made of water...we need someone to hold us so that we are able to keep our shape... unless we freeze ourself that is when we do not ned someone to hold us...

and u knw why guys forget so easily when they are out of love? its because they can hold up for themselves... they are pillar for women since ages.... so even without this women... he can find other women....

well u might think that this lecture is boring to u? u might want to read on...

wan to knw why i knw u will move out? because u dun like to listen to other... stubborn!!! ignorant minions... haha... got angry ler bah... hmmm

in my mind rite... u dun look angry... but u will laugh out loud and thinking i might be an idioting typing all this thing... and thinking that i am a coward for nt sayign this is ur face rite... well well... if u wan...

try stepping my tail or my friend tail lar... i actually have prepare a list of wat to scold u already... haha... i might consider to shame u dwn by going to ur hse blk and kill u with m16...

man man man... final verdict?! if i knw u is this kind of person... i dun even wan to talk to u!!!

sad? no... not sad lea...

let me say in a simple way..

i am the lited fire. u is the wind... if u blow hard... the fire dies off.... if u blow softly... the fire will burn on... same like friendship...

if u push too hard... the fire dies off... softly... the friendship fire will burn on...

so does that get into ur mind...

小弟我吃的米比你多，呼吸的空气比你多。跟我比？ 慢慢等！！你不知道外面的世界多可怕，以你的性格在外面存活不久的。除非你把它改掉。。。

’改掉‘ 很熟悉巴？那时你跟我说的。。轮到我用回你。。

你知道什么是愧疚吗？

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Friday, February 13, 2009

today is the so call last day of school...

frm year 1 - 3...

many thing had happen...

from day 1 we had knwn each other. to now the really really last day school...

emotion = ?

abit weird... cuz its different frm sec friend... which is 5 year bonds.

while poly is 3 years bonds.

so many mix feeling.

lets see...

i dunno wat i typing abt nia...
so lets play tag? lolss


1) Reason why i come to tp?
Year 1: just come to any course that is in TP can ler... cuz i love tp
Year 2: (same reason) but mayb i really like this course? cuz got related to my dad business?
Year 3: i dunno actually? the main purpose? damn lost lor...

2) DO u regret coming to this course?
Year 1: No, cuz i knw got business related can ler...
Year 2: abit regret... but that is wat my dad business is doing.. so striving hard
Year 3: NO!! really... dunno why... just guts. and i learn more than my other poly friends. but due to considering to further studies... my course mostly cant make it to uni due to the modules not being focus at all... hmmmxxx well... joker of all trade i say...

3) wat is ur travelling time?
Year 1: 1 hr
Year 2: 1 hr
Year 3: 1.30 hr

basically timing to travel i do not consider much cuz i love tp so much...

4) wat did u miss during tp?
the food, library, free access lab, the school, THE WHOLE THING!!!!

5) Do u have problem mingling with the grp?
erm... overall is ok... but project wise... initally yes... NOW... i am the centre of the topic... who the heck is mrs wu? lolxx

6) do u have anyone u hate?
YES... of course...

7) wat u have to say for the haters?
I WILL BE WATCHING U BEHIND UR BACK...

8) does poly open ur view?
making friends: YES, i make new friends
studies: hell ya... no more spoon fed situation... sux
myself: i am more concern to ppl around me then the usual myself.
project: choose the right ppl... can really help in project

9) wat event u love the most?
CCN, all class so enthu tgt
JXSP, i got to travel alone and learn more jap culture

10) where is all ur TP books?
eh... all in this special box... yes... i didnt sell any of the books.... FYI... i dun sell books cuz i think it would be useful to me in the future...

who i wan to tag? anyone who have read my blog... haha

今天是最后一天上课，心情特别的沉重。
虽然很期待这天。。
难过吗？我也不知道。。

会想念 ‘习惯’ 天天见到他们的样子。
玩的玩，做的做，笑得笑，吃的吃。

下个星期又是另一个开始，
没了他们？这么沟通？

最近一直有跟SJ见面。可是弥补不了他们在我的脑海中的记忆。。

我知道不我不是跟他们很亲。但是。。。。

就是这种感觉。。。

无发形容。。。

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Saturday, February 07, 2009

last ppt of the day... and i have no comment abt the stage performance...

anyway i am going back to work today... shld i say i haven rest enough??

i haven play enough...
i haven got the chance to slack yet...

but

i have almost no $$...and i going to jap?!

so kicking my butt back to work...

and i am hungry.... argh...

2 more quizes... and i self declare graduate...

i wan to further studies... but i aso wan to earn $$...
i going to learn magic soon... hahahahahha
going to do smthing abt myself... and of course... my hair... getting worst i say...
demoralizing!!! positive...HUAT AR!!!


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Wednesday, February 04, 2009

ned me to say... it chinese new year ppl... haha


it the most wonderful time of the year...ang bao time...


and of course... how can i miss out my most favourite MJMJMJMJMJMJ!!!


this is my ah ma card... sianness...

how can i lose out!!!half color... actuall can have 4 fan... but i got 3 fan... sian.. but




this is the 21 sound fire works... haha like owning mini fireworks sia... and the last part... CHIO!!!




this is the traditional de... haha... can see my dad 'naked'... psps...

if can see properly... can sense that my dad is kia when lighting it.. haha...

when u think its finish... the last part is the best...

this is i think how i spend my cny bahzz... hehexxx

yes... going back to work... going to trip... going to grad soon...

yes i damn slacking rite now...

going to watch bride wars with shujun ler... huat ar everyone

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