Monday, January 28, 2008

dun feel like blogging cuz i will be so fake in watever i type..due to the "i dun wan sm ppl to knw smthing" phobia

MSA project or rather meeting is the last thing i ever wanted to talk or which i ever wanted to mention. shall elaborate other time.

but now i am so not fake in this matter.

my friend's father, whom i admire the most. has left. imagine that my father is the same age as her dad. i realise immediately that i wan my father to drink the so call son in law tea. funny right??

cuz i dun wan my parent to miss out my important day of my life. when i got to knw the news i tot it was a joke cuz i met the uncle few weeks ago he was damn perfectly fine!! then now...in the coffin??!!

dun knw why lar. my friend call me during the late hours on sat. supposingly i shld comfort her. but the table was being turn around. i cry!! can u believe that?? mayb the period that cuz me emo bah. i mean. the uncle is like my another talking doll to me. we can talk like hours w/o stopping.

seriously, now seeing him in his coffin and attending his funeral doesnt make me like i have done enough. i feel like i am back to my grandfather's funeral. just imagine that uncle over there is the same age as my father. make me feel like i am very fragile. life is like unexpected.(so common). but i realise that love ur enemy like u love ur parent.

imagine one day ur enemy die. u wun feel happy, u will feel sad cuz u have one less mouth to bicker to do. some more its my best friend father!! i wan to be wit her thru this process. cuz now she is the breadwinner of the family, her bro in camp, mum so call not working due to age. she seems happy to me, but i can notice that she is trying her best to prove that she is the best daughter that the uncle had. please lar where got the victim comfort the comforter??

i just dunno how to speak in words or in anything. if found me emoing or mayb silenting. dun be very alarm, i am just thinking.

the words tat gave me the strength, tat makes me feel like i found someone which i can talk to is gone. replacment is not smthing i wanna find, is the habit that i must kick.

uncle i love you, deeply regards from my heart and my family. R.I.P

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Tuesday, January 08, 2008

i knw i just blog ytd... but then the ytd i found out smthing....

i lost my pencil box....

ahhhhh

with my thumbdrive inside!!! very de.... bu shuang....

then somemore my fav car key chain!!!


saddness!!!!!!!! very the wat lor.... wanted to scold the F word....but haiz...

now at sch... very depress!!! very highly depress!!!

if anyone can help me find a model toy car mazda rx-7 fd series i would gladly get it any price... then if anyone know where got sell the pencil box with the brand name colleague to it tell me also!!

OMG i dun even bother abt my thumbdrive!!! fine fine.... the thumbdrive is KINGSTON de!!! singapore dun sell it...only malaysia... hmmm that i will ask my dad to get it for me bah~~ haiz~~~~~~~~~~~~~

serious depress lor

the reach sch, bring my whole capsule of car!!! rx7- fc series.... ae86.... seligity and lancer!!

see which want want to disappear!!!

then i see one of my hp video... the countdown drinking video.... classic... nver fails to make me laugh... at least make me feel better!!!

oh another thing!! i got reason to stock up my new collection of stationery!!! hahass so is it good news or bad news??!!

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Monday, January 07, 2008

ytd go jolene hse do project until "sae diao" wat the dreamweaver crap lar... ahaha...

btw her ah ma cook laksa... lolxx nice lea... i wan to eat 2nd bowl de... but paiseh ahaha.... wu popo ask ur ah ma teach me how to cook haha... i wan to learn

and joan buy the sweet potatoes very nice sia... sweet dao.... OMG lor...

then do until 10pm then go hm... i kang chiong... took the new route home then who knws miss my stop until my dad call... siao lar... almost near junhao hse then i drop off... kanna scold by daddy. tell me next time tat go where do until so late call him... lolxx scold until i peng unitl i lazy to scold back lor... then mummy help me explain.... saying tat mean i do until so tired tat i over slpt i dunno... then dad cool abit... haiz... sian lar why i stay at YCK the wulu place... faint**

today best ar... do borrow the dreamweaver book and see liao faint x1000000000 haha...

then finishing "buying" the fantasy of dragon.... yes lar... i miss that show last 2 year ago lor... then can "buy" it... now can see like siao!!! yes ah!!! dragon....hmmmm shall change my blogskin soon... hmmm the theme dragon or car liao?? hard to decide... haha...see 1st bah... if got time then change... ^^ night...

wun be blogging so much ler... cuz think sian lar... but will update if anything wanted to bong de...

diving lesson is getting better and better... i wan to get a mazda2 at least can? haha

pray...

night dragon rules!!

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Saturday, January 05, 2008

during sch reopen... it is cool... but i wasnt feeling well... but then no fever.. only cough* cough* haha...

but not okey lar... just ned to get some pi pa gao...

then after sch... stay back with the poly pals they do project... like the previous post...

then later follow benson and junhao, jiangnan and sinnee they go get the data for the MODSIM..
hmmm
make me feel guilty hahass

we had dinner then.... after which someone addicdentally did smthing lar... i only can say...


chicken rice + chill + jolly shandy(0.5% alcohol) + gastric juice

doesnt come along well together when u suddenly doesnt have the nose block after drinking pi pa gao!!

and smellying this!!


faint... smelly beancurd smell better lor


haha... project somehow going to come along ler... so okey bah... ya...

this post is so call a history in the making for the smellest thing i ever had... god...then smell is worst then garbage truck!!!

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Wednesday, January 02, 2008

sry for long time nver blog liao...hmmmx

somtimes just think that blog is one way to tell ppl how i live today and aso to let some ppl knw how i feel or how am i today. hmmmx alot of things to tell...

since now i am in sch doing a "cala-fair" in benson and liting procoi grp discussion.

let see. been working for 4-5 days for elle part time, reletivly fun and boring cuz the stock shelf is really bloody messy de...!! hmmm, so got experience for BHG and isetan and tangs. so next time can chill liao... no ned to panic, eh....

then mum and dad gone off to holiday or mayb business trip bah... so me and my bro spend the xmas together like so boring lar!! haiz.... but on xmas working at tamp isetan. wagon until 6pm. but then pack stock is like slow lor so OT... haiz bo bian. tot i can go find benson and sin nee to chill then go to my friend party at the meredian hotel. dunno spell corr mah? haha...

but then i meet jenny, then went home. on the way home guess whom i saw??

david!! he also working but its at white snad!! lolxx far lea. cuz he stay at admiralty. so during the bus 168 we chatted alot!! actually feeling sleepy ler. but he is the boss man!! haha so muz entertain him.

then 27 meet gerald and david, which me and david planned on the bus. after work around 8pm, we go chill at mos burger... haha... then chatted quite alot... hmmm nver realise that the difference between the conversation we chatted with boars family is so different with the job buddy. i felt that job buddy change alot then at least my boars' family still remains the same... hmmmx^^ .... mayb boar family is really my family!! haha^^ job buddy is just another family which i just knw for awhile somehow....

mayb i shld draw a fmily tree then u all knw what i toking about bah... haha

then we see night movie 9pm de " i am legend" so nice and aso abit of house of death 4 like that got the wat zombie thingy but they are not zombie just kanna by some virus only..

funny part is when gerald tot that the movie will end at 1140pm. actually the movie lasted for 1h20min. dunno where he got his calculation which he say he will not catch the last bus home. so i laugh until the cinema... then he realise 1040pm will end ler... ahahhahazzz...

to add on. during got one part of the movie when will smith enter the black room or hse to find the dog sam. like dead silent lar. then he shout boom! the whole cinema ppl scream... except me lar... cuz i knw that the bosr will do it best to freak me out!! hahass... come on me and him knw like 7 yrs... ahahhasss... so ya lor!!

then we go home lor.... haiz abit " se bu de" but hope we can meet up more lor

29-30 working at tamp isetan!! sian lar... the full time MIA lea... have to work until full shift when i dun get the benefit for the full shift!! shit it!! somemore not feeling well ler... so must geng all the way lor....

31 morning driving lesson. learn parallel parking. then meet shujun at amk to go to my hse to chill before meeting the job buddy the family to count down... but we went to newton to eat, i drink 2 glass of tiger then go back ler... jenny wanna count dwn wit her daughter. then kelvin meet his drinking kahkis... me job buddy nigel, shujun gone down to wdl to at my fav brother!!!!! rossi place to BBQ... haha with my another bro jeffery and his GF!! LOLXX funny looking ppl

then count dwn at the rooftop, except shujun cuz he wanna meet YL....HAIZ!!!!SIAN!!! then tat drink quite alot lea. got video of us drinking ... haha other day post... let me see... drink dwn the newton 2 tiger, vodka, 2 bottles of e33, and got one more i forgot ler at rooftop. still sober lor.... then CWP got the fire works sia.... rossi complaint why we nver go dwn there... then hari say that if we go dwn then wat we see will be smoke not fire works... hahasss so we got the best view!!! lolxxx

well after that we decided to go dwn to CWP to chill... but then my mum she say coming to pick me cuz still she can bear to leave me so late... hahazz nice of her!! but these does not mean that i dun dare to do tat... haha i will do it again!! cuz she knw she cant keep me for long de... she got explain to me in the car...

for 1st of jan 2008 wat i do? sleep at 2am wake at 9am... pro sia... hahasss.... then ya lor... see tv all day long and best... i got order the ch69 the asian food channel... hmmmx neat!! food food alll day long!!! yeah^^


i say i will set the deadline on the 25 and no more extention. u are just mearly a stranger in my msn list or friendster list. since no reply then past will shall be past!!... no more for u ler... althought on the countdwn at CWP hoping the turn around will i see its u... but there is no u.... my job buddy ask who is that nick for. i just told him that the nick i will tell him in the future when i am ready. can see tat my job buddy still like my gal friend. and most importantly i hav a friend which has same name as one of his job friend he got he got abit uptight when i told him my friend the drunk situation. then i realise that he and me are just mearly friend bah~~but seriously when i think that betwn me and him. in the future i dunnno but for now i knw its NO!! hmmmxx

NEW YEAR RESOLUTION!!

GET GOOD GRADES.
PASS MY DRIVING TEST.
BE MORE POSITIVE.
CHANGE MY ATTITUDE!!

AND MOST OF ALL KICK THE HABIT....

book worm say" the problem that they say is time will heal... but actually not. it is just habit that kicks in that the wound doesnt hurt. but if its was being rekindled it will hurt again... so it is habit that u have to kick!!"

chim... haha ^^


see ya blogggy!!!

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