Sunday, July 08, 2007
well i wear green today okay... haha even the boss wear green... then give excuse that the concidentally wear de... ahem!!! okokwas lazing or oversleeping at home till 10am... then later i go do hsework as usual... then off to work... haha this time i was early wooT!! then after work meet jeffery (elder god brother) and rossi(young god-brother) haha..
funny to even meet time cause i reject meeting my friend shujun...to just meet them... lolx...bias!! haha
the rest below is my fustration which you can choose not to read it!!! otherwise i dunno where i wanna write ler...
i practically love my young god-brother... while hate and love the elder god-brother... hmmm
today jeff was alone doing thing... eatin, drinking & gaming...lolx
they are smoker which i hate about it la... but... they are making the effort not to do in front of me... but i saw the elder one shaking his hand terribly!! i of course heartache la... what to do... i ask him to go smoke( yes OMG i say that)... hmmm yes i follow him... as i was the 2nd smoker.. well not practically... i stand far from him... and he also do la...he say i slim liao...but i told him i didnt lose any weight at all... then he say something which i wanna pretend not to hear at all...
jeff:"eh you knw weijian got gf rite.."
jo:"ya.."
jeff:"xiangrong also have liao..."
jo:"really...*shock mode"
jeff:"carrie also have ler.."
jo:"tat one i knw..."
jeff:"then you also have bf rite"
jo:" no la!!!!"
haha the reaction was fast...
jeff:" then u like wu zun rite"
jo:"no.. i perfer dong chen...haha"
jeff:"i am wu zun" in soft spoken voice
then he look kind of sad...he thought i didnt heard and didnt continue our conversation...then he become alone...leaving me and rossi
i got a bad feeling about this until i reach home when i type the blog...
but alot of compliment from him today... wonder why??
then they ask me to go dwn to esplanade to see concert... but i have to give the food to my bro ok... then i just accompany them to YCK mrt...before that the young god brother ask me... wanna take drug?? i was like NO!! then he say will be fun... but i told him ok i will take give me the panadol!!! lolx... the elder one laugh like no care and he scold the young one for being stupid!!!
haiz... haha i told them YCk got one bus / frm my hse got one bus to esplande... 70... then jokingly ask them to join me... but i say jking la... the young one laugh of course... but the elder say eh we go try la... the astmosphere was like silent then rossi break the ice and say that they prefer to go straight frm MRT... then the sad look frm jeff...
on the train... we talk alot... but i only reply to the young one cause... the elder did something which i hate la... putting aeroplane to my frend... haiz... so didnt tok much to him then... we tok about games and lots... music etc... then later suddenly the elder one tok about the skin complexion... which i stunned... he say rossi coomplexion is not good.. meiqin( sec frend) has very good complexion... then i was like sian la... cause i knw my skin wasnt good... so i turn away...then he say my complexion was good i shock lor...haha where got ppl compliment my skin complxion before.... even my mum say i worst!!! i scold him that... urs is so damn good still wanna fake...as usual he complaint to rossi that he cant talk to me due to lost of communication...
wah piang then wats the hell...after o lvl the "love sick" consultation that can call me everynight that i nearly kanna scolding frm dad!!! chat until 2-3am!!! man i just told him to shut up!!!
soon the YCK stop come ler.. then i just say good bye... on the bus stop i cant stop thinking of jeff... why did he have that kind of look!! i mean we didnt tok much during msn nor we didnt even try to meet up... but why got this kind of telepathy from him... well i am this god-sister...due to that we knw each other well then we chated almost everynight....in da past!!!
i nearly fall for him... so i requested to be his god-sister because i didnt wan smoker to be my bf or wat... he didnt say why... but i think he think that we tok alot in common so its naturally to be his god-sister... to me... i think this can create a line btwn me and him...btw (sry suddenly think of it) before we go to mrt... i told him i need to go to nokia shop to get some info for my 5700... then he saw this friend... then later i over heard them that
girl a:"eh why you here??"
jeff:"i come to find my god-sis..."
girl a:"oh okay..."
so this proves i am this god-sis ma!!! wah piang!!!
so why the sad look when i say i dun like wuzun, that he cant take 70 to my home then esplande, that i scold every compliment frm him.(our usual code)..wat the problem!!! worst when i scold him for dropping of this course and now waiting for NS...and saying alot of gal stare at him during sch... and saying why didnt he join the hey babe! guy edition...
jo:"eh why u nver join the thingy on channel u?"
jeff:"for wat sia..."
jo:"waste my time to find you"
jeff:"why?? nominate me la.."
jo:"eh no thx you... dun wan to waste time to voting for you!!"
jeff:"sad look*(again!) then u nver join??"
jo:" i join for wat??"
.....damn pek chey look again!!
jo:" eh alot of gal like u in NYP rite...??"
jeff in silent and angry yet sad mode...
jeff:"i drop course ler..."
jo:"blabbering nonsense!!!"
jeff:" mad look!!!"
yan zi song:"silent all these years"
argh!!! wat meaning!!! he like me?? cant be... cause i am his god-sis... even if so....he have to change alot...which i think changing him is impossible!!! cause i dun have to ability to do so... only xiang rong has okay!! so why bother...
wah finish venting my fustration or wat is suppose to be... i feel great!! cause i dun knw wat i am doing!!! fine fine i wan go back to do my project ler... bye bye!!!
still waiting for you to come back |9:09 PM|
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